Meh?

Stuck in a place of wondering why things are the way they are?
(philosopher) let's sit on benches and wonder.
Haven't the slightest clue what to do about it to fix it.
(that's the scientist's job!)
This is what I learned today in ISF 60 and this is what's bothering me right now.

It is comforting to know that in the end, all will be made clear.

Oo yume star oO: i feel like the person at the football game
Oo yume star oO: who sits on the other side of the team
Oo yume star oO: but is rooting for the other side
e z s t a r r: i think the sides are in your head

Are they?

I can't really tell what's the difference between excitement and life. If one is similar to the other, does that mean that if you don't have the one, then you probably don't have the other? No, I don't think that's logical or heuristically true.. (heh.. i don't even know what that word means..)

I don't want to be unhappy. Sometimes I think I would be perfectly fine with ignorance as long as its ignorance in bliss. Foolish, right? Right..