Summarize.

Something's different, but I don't think it's anything in my outward environment, or even in my inward disposition. But I can feel something changing, and I think.. well. There's hope, there.

The lines from a song G posted speak of it well.

It’s time for letting go all of our if only’s
Cause we don’t have a time machine
And even if we did...
Would we really want to use it?
Would we really want to go change everything?
Cause we are who and where and what we are, for now
And this is the only moment we can do anything about