Anne with an E

Anne of the Island. I've literally read this book possibly a hundred times, and I never get bored of it. Now that I'm actually a sophomore in college, some things make more sense to me, I read differently.. and Anne.. she's probably the one character in a novel that I most closely identify with. "spiteful old cats!" It's really weird, actually.. but her thought process almost matches mine exactly and the way she approaches things. to be utterly vague because if i am specific enough, i get myself in a lot of trouble.. and i think i should know that by now. should. i've noticed that i don't learn from my mistakes very well. it's 1 am.

life is really weird. everything keeps changing. God is FAITHFUL. i can't get over this, looking at where i was, the thoughts running through my head, Henna's words of comfort that i wasn't sure i could quite believe.. and where i am now.. that is.. in front of the screen at home in a state of.. well, somewhat calm. though, i feel like i haven't grown much, or maybe i'm just more conscious of that frustration which leads to more frustration.

take home. i easily am annoyed with my brother 3/4ths of the time i am with him. but it doesn't phase me cause i'm so used to being annoyed by him. not that this is a positive thing, just an observation.

me:
if i just follow God..
He'll take care of it
ezstarr: yeah
ezstarr: isn't it nice having simple ppl who know what they're talking about
hahaha
me: yeah
hahahahaha.