Fog

Feeling foggy, a bit confused, not exactly the happiest camper, annoyed, annoying, envious, alone.. you know, the whole shebang. what is it?? seriously i don't know what's happening.. kind of.. going down drain. for no .. good.. reason.

blah.

oh, but tommorow is the retreat.... yay...........................
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i am so not happy right now.. and if i tell myself that i am, it just gives me a headache.