"And I wonder"

Sometimes I wonder if I'm doomed to a certain doom, to be extremely vague because I don't want to be specific. If I think about it, it's pretty scary, so I won't think about it.

Sometimes what I want is something lighthearted .. I seem to be able to deal with people better when I'm looking through rose-colored lenses. Then again, while that may make transactions a little less charged, in the long run perhaps the result would not be so good. Who knows?

Stats is stats is stats is. I'm very grateful for my GSI. Best GSI ever :) I think I bother him way too much. Ah well. I owe so many people gifts now. Owe, you say? Yes, owe. Indebted to, whatever. Need to come up with a list so I won't forget. This is where the INFP of ridiculous gifts comes up. Oh dear.. -_-

I'm silly and I want silly things. So I just want to say, Lord take my life! Take it, because you know, I may want to give, but I don't really know HOW. I always ask that question. HOW? Give me a list of how to's don't tell me it's organic, will you? But it is. Too mysterious, yet simple. There my mind goes again. Lord, renew my mind!

By the way.
I was pretty set on getting a Mac but now that Dell has come out with GREEN, yes, GREEN like my backpack green, laptops.. my mind is ticking..